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« on: December 11, 2017, 05:50:54 AM »
Hey guys,

I'm not going to pull punches but nor is this a 'feel sorry for me' ploy, never fear (I mean don't get me wrong, I adore you guys, but that's also why a) I don't want you ever thinking badly of me for such a thing and b ) why I'm coming out with this bluntly instead of dallying about). Also, I feel bad for making Whit my human walkie-talkie. She's amazing, btw, so value her and everything she does.

Anyway, I was committed to inpatient care (aka the mental hospital) about three weeks ago, and am only currently on here because I'm allowed my phone for a couple of hours a week. Most of you are aware that I served years in the military, but only two or three of you were aware before now that I was diagnosed with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder earlier this year due to my time serving. Up until recently, I was managing, but there was a build up and eventually, something triggered me and I...broke.

I understand if it's difficult for you to imagine it, or even believe what I'm saying. These are just words, not my face, my voice, my demeanour, being in my actual presence. The worst is over for the moment, too, and I'm in a sort of eerie fugue which seems calm, IDK. But please try to believe me...and forgive me.

I look forward to getting back to you all, and writing again. I made sure to pop on here as soon as I felt up to it, and I hope that means something to you all.

For the purpose of any upcoming AC's (let's say until late January 2018, just to be careful), this will affect of the canons: Eowyn, Legolas, Morwen Steelsheen, Galadriel. Of the OC's, Sefaedra, Eorik, Rupa, Tintalde, Faenuriel, Nymyari, Katja.

Please, if you want to contact me in any way so I eventually see it, I have Skype still (spooky-spook1), Email (spookys_lair@hotmail.com) and Discord (Pooka #2644). Honestly, don't hesitate if you really want to, because I'm not really ashamed to admit anymore that I'd be touched, warmed, even validated as not an annoying waste of a wreck if anyone wanted to talk to me. It is what it is. 

Much love,

Dory.


elves: Tintalde .:. Legolas .:. Galadriel
men: Morwen Steelsheen .:. Sefaedra .:. Rupa .:. Eowyn .:. Eorik .:. Katja
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